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And what a long year it has been...  There have been ups and downs, highs and a LOT of really low points...  But I am in New York City, again, and I am reaching the highest of highs right now.  Thank you so much God for continuing to pursue and bless and safekeep my life.  I love you Lord.  And I love this life, this world, and the people and the stories I have to share with them.  This is the year God has given to me to soar, and I have never felt quite so alive, inspired, motivated, and like I finally GET IT.  I am not desiring to be the dream of a mess and give in and give up, but I am actively living and doing the things I must do in orde

Well months have gone by.  They've been good and they've been bad.  My sister is visiting me here in New York for the first time this Wednesday. So I am pretty excited about that.  But mostly just nostalgic today.  Lover left from a visit last week and I have little much interest in seeing anyone else.  I also feel unmotivated.  But that could very well just be me.  I'll snap out of it soon.  Like, Wednesday soon.  Or tomorrow soon, because I have responsibilities and to prepare before Caitlin gets here. I've been doing something new lately.  I am on my own and inspired. Working on my website, and finally it will be up and it will be great.

It is evident that she is no longer dreaming of racing cars and tall brick buildings and the masses of finest diversity and culture no. now she is observing that the thoughts are awake and alive when she is awake too.  how they became so possible through all the gritting teeth and tears she wonders.  how do they grow with her when she is away she ponders. They begin to feel so real that it can bring her to tears. So real and so magnificent.  But with every gain there is a loss. Or do we experience every loss with a gain?  I feel myself shifting and it is undeniably strong, like thunder. I feel my patience expanding to the corners of the room